Corinne's Sex Change

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We start to recover at last

Sunday 12 september. I slept reasonably well, then we went to breakfast. I decided my weakness must be due either to anaemia or lack of protein (yesterday's food intake consisted of coffee, muesli, salad). No make up at all this morning. Looked pale as death. A Spanish girl, Nadia, and a Finnish one, Iina, introduced themselves and we chatted over breakfast while I ate 2 fried eggs on toast. They were really nice and Nadia said she had taken much longer than us to start moving around after her srs last year.
Went up to the room and we both dilated. Anny went through a really low period, saying she thought she had made a mistake having srs and that she only did it for her identity papers. She cried and I talked it over with her and she cheered up a bit. It's the long dilations and the difficulty of integrating them in our professional lives that are worrying us intensely. With my company's total inflexibility I really don't know how I'm going to manage.
I haven't taken a single day off sick for this, or any of my operations, and am doing it during my holidays. I have to go back to full time work immediately I get back... in 2 weeks time or risk being fired. Dr. Suporn advises going back to work after 2 months and most girls take off even longer than that. Impossible for Anny and me.
We received a visit from the nurse (I think she said she was called En) and I told her she was really cute ! My blood pressure was high for some reason (180) while Anny was at 120. Anny confessed she smoked a couple of cigarettes a day and received a smack ! In fact Dr. Suporn is dead against his patients smoking as it affects recovery times for the tissues. This was very much the case with Anny whose healing was going very slowly and was the cause of much anguish on her part. Nevertheless she continued to smoke in secret.
I ordered a toasted cheese and ham sandwich which arrived with chips. I had one bite and one chip and couldn't swallow any more. We both slept then I dilated at 17.30 then went on my own to the Japanese restaurant and ate 8 pieces of salmon sushi. My body was crying out for sugar and I drank my first soft drink since the op, a 7 Up. Instantly I could feel the sugar coursing through my veins and my energy returning. From that moment I started to recover fast. The waitress, called Nim, and the same one who had stroked my tummy before the operation, talked me all the way through my meal. She was really surprised when I said I loved girls and asked why I had had an srs in that case. She suggested we go to the disco together when I felt better but I told her I was far too knackered. My dilations actually didn't hurt today which was a pleasant surprise indeed.

Post-op visit to the clinic

Monday 13 september. We had to go to the clinic today so Wannee fetched us at 13.00. I had swallowed 2 painkillers beforehand because I was due to have the excess fluid drained from my breasts with a syringe and the very thought of it made me shudder. This was done (90 cc. from each) while Wannee kindly held my hand and in fact didn't hurt much.
My catheter was finally removed but I didn't need to pee despite having drunk lots of water. Dr. Suporn said everything was ok then it was Anny's turn. Meanwhile I suddenly felt faint (it must have been the effect of the painkillers) and the nurses grabbed me just in time before I fell. I had to lie down for an hour. I really felt weak. A girl came and sat and took my hand and admired my nails ! Anny left with Wannee to change her flight so she could come back with me. She had been very depressed in the morning, wondering whether she hadn't made a mistake changing sex. Dr. Suporn prescribed her some anti depressants and suggested she leave at the same time as I on the 26th. Eventually I was driven back to the hotel and unfortunately immediately had to do my dilation. I did however manage to pee properly beforehand !
Dressed in my black tie-top which looks nice with my new tits, grey trousers and flip flops. Immediately I started attracting attention ("sexy sexy"). Felt much freer without that urine bag ! Went to dinner in the breakfast room so Anny could have a steak and chips while I stuck with my sushi. An Englishman in the lift looked at us and said "That must be extremely painful !" I replied "It's so bad I would never do it again" and he laughed and said "I guess you're not SUPPOSED to do it twice !" Slept well, hugging my teddybear, a little cow called Moo, which my daughter has lent me for the past 3 years.

Dilations and breast massage

Tuesday 14 september. 2 weeks post op.... Got up at 09.00 feeling relatively fresh, put a little basic make up on and went for breakfast. Anny joined me later. Sent some emails. Dilated (it was painful today - Wannee says it's because I'm healing fast and the vagina contracts). I had my breasts massaged by this charming nurse who suggested I wear a bra to push the breasts together, day and night. It's a naff-looking thing so she said I could buy another without reinforcement which I should wear for the next few months and then I can go bra-less by summer. Ordered some sushi in the room then slept until the next dilation. Anny is on a high now she's on anti depressants and doesn't stop talking ! Dilated again, felt totally exhausted. Got a call from Janna. She said people in the office were wondering how I was but were afraid to know the details ! I Went to eat a steak au poivre and crashed out, cancelling our move to Pattaya tomorrow. Normally patients are transferred an hour's drive south to Pattaya as it's a more interesting place to recuperate in as one gradually finds the strength to go out.

... and more !

Wednesday 15 september. I felt infinitely better today. Got up and went to breakfast, chatted to Iina then went on the internet. I asked Janna to phone my little girl for me which she did and sent me a mail to say my baby sent me her love and missed me. Wonderful ! I'm so much in love with my daughter and miss her terribly. Two colleagues, Hans Jorg and Sandra sent e-mails. That made me feel much better. Dropped by the clinic and was invited to have another massage. Although it hurts like hell, how could I refuse ?!! They had tried to phone me but couldn't make themselves understood with the hotel receptonist. I had dinner with Anny and Melanie in the chinky in the evening. Melanie works for the home office in England and has been given 6 months sick leave to recover from her operation. This, to me, is quite incredible. She won't have to suffer the problems we will encounter when starting work immediately.

Transfer to Pattaya

Thursday 16 september. We got up early and I did my make up, dressing in my little beige top which really shows off my tits ( a bit too much but I'm so proud to have such magnificent mammaries), no bra , new patchwork denim miniskirt and beige ankle boots. Went to breakfast and the waitress said "Very sexy". Ah, she does have a way with words ! I did a really painful dilation, the worst yet by far, then we were picked up and taken to Pattaya. It was a little unpleasant sitting on my pussy for an hour in the car and I felt every single bump in the road. I was afraid I was going to leak blood but it was in fact ok. We checked in to the Royal Palace Hotel, had lunch then went for a short sleep, followed by a totally painless dilation for once. We received a visit from Natta who is a nurse for the Suporn clinic and is one of the clinic's earliest patients.. She is very sexy and I wouldn't have said no to a snog and a grope behind the bicycle shed. In the evening we went for a short walk, looked at the hotel pool (where I got chatted up by 2 businessmen) and found a very nice Swiss restaurant not far from the hotel. Anny was so happy ! The waitress laughed at us sitting very gently on our inner-tube cushions and asked if we were ok. I replied that we'd just come out of hospital and she wanted to know why. I told her and she was so surprised, then she giggled and said "Congratulations !" There were quite a few European men with Thai girls on their arms and we saw a magnificent prostitute. We both wanted to look around more but we were starting to ache so we went back to the hotel and went to bed.

3 blondes and a redhead

Friday 17 september. I went to breakfast, dilated and then received a visit from Natta and her sister. Natta looked after Anny, while the sister gave me a REALLY hard breast massage for an hour. It was quite an experience but not too excruciating. I couldn't stop myself bursting into laughter at the incongruity of it all ! Then Natta took us to the Sandy Springs Hotel to visit Helen and her friend who wanted to see the reults of our operations (this is quite normal behaviour in this environment !). Then she took us to the top floor of the shopping centre where we had lunch. I wanted to buy a new bra but the shop didn't allow one to try them. We returned to the hotel and dilated then we walked to the Swiss restaurant. I left Anny there and continued on looking for a Japanese restaurant. I couldn't find one but ended up in a street full of prostitutes and cruising European males. All the girls called out to me and I got collared by a Madam who took my arm and asked why I was carrying such a funny cushion (my inner tyre tube) and then wanted to know all about my operation. She pointed out her girls who were lounging around in the street, half of whom had also been operated apparently ! They all smiled and said hello. I think if I had stayed a bit longer I would have ended up with a new employment contract ! I went and joined Anny as I couldn't walk any further.

Pattaya beach

Saturday 18 september. My little white t-shirt appears to have shrunk ! Breakfast with Anny followed by dilation. The nurse arrived earlier than expected so we both had to suffer the pain of dilation plus breast massage at the same time... ghastly, although since the breast pain was far worse than the dilation pain, I didn't even notice the latter ! We went for lunch in the hotel then walked through the shopping centre to the beach. Not a particularly nice beach, very narrow and 99 % covered with deckchairs and umbrellas. Took some photos then I went to the internet cafe. There was a nice mail from my colleague Hans Jorg and a mail from my little sister. Then we went back for a sleep, a dilation then it was supper time. Anny went to eat in her favourite Swiss restaurant while I ate in the shopping centre. A very average sushi and then the place closed so I joined Anny for an ice cream. I'm starting to feel fairly energetic but Anny is weak and troubled by scar tissue which is slow to heal.

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