Corinne's Sex Change

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Departure from Chonburi

Sunday 26 september. I dilated in the morning then went to eat a last milkshake after lunch. I dilated again in the afternoon (both relatively painless) and checked out of the hotel at 19.00. We gave Wannee a kiss and were taken to Bangkok airport by Wannee's brother. We're actually on our way home ! However I burst into tears leaving Chonburi because suddenly it hit me that the most important event in my life (my rebirth) had now reched its conclusion. For the last 3 weeks we had been surrounded by Dr. Suporn and his staff (see photo) and looked after with such great affection and great competence that we felt as if we were part of an extended family. Along with the other patients we were in a little world where we were totally accepted for what we were and treated as human beings. Now I was leaving the coccoon and going back out into the other world and the stress of returning to a full time job with a 1 1/4 hour commute while having to manage a very severe dilation schedule... Oh well, I was ready for it as I was now a real girl !
At the Swissair check-in I handed over Dr. Suporn's letter which requested a comfortable seat and wheelchair assistance and we were assigned a row of 4 seats for the two of us. No free upgrade to 1st class unfortunately ! We went to the lounge and nibbled some stuff then were fetched with a couple of wheelchairs and taken to the plane. Since the plane didn't look full, I put myself on the row in front of Anny's as soon as boarding was completed but the hostess came to say that they had to put a family there.
Anny stood up and announced in a very loud voice "We have just undergone a sex change operation and the surgeon has told us that we can't remain seated for long periods" The result was electrifying, the entire interior of the Airbus fell silent and numerous heads turned in our direction ! The hostess immediately arranged for us to have 4 seats each and the family were deposited at the back. A very good looking Swiss guy just opposite me, who had been on a golfing holiday, wanted to know all about it and said "Keep as you are now you're very pretty". He said if I needed anything I should just ask. We had dinner then I slept until we were woken for breakfast... what utter luxury ! I have the impression that everything that matters has gone perfectly on this trip.

Home

Monday 27 september. We disembarked at Zurich, feeling wide awake and full of energy. Went to the lounge for coffee and croissants then we were taken to the plane by wheelchair. My colleague Hans-Jorg was waiting at Geneva airport to take me all the way home and gave me a welcoming kiss ! I said an emotional goodbye to Anny and we headed into France. The sun was shining out of a flawless blue sky, it was warm and the mountains were basking in the sun. It was so good to be home ! And so good to be a girl ! Hans-Jorg and I sat and drank tea in the garden then he kindly took a mattress back to the office for me. I dilated (surprisingly painlessly) and took a shower, redid my make up and cut some yellow flowers in the garden and took them to the cemetery to put on my mother's grave. The 100 metre walk took me about 5 minutes to accomplish ! I spent the rest of the afternoon visiting neighbours in the village to let them know how I'd got on then went home, really tired, lit the fire, had a dinner of bacon, rice, red beans and red wine and dilated while watching a film, again painlessly. I took a long shower and went to sleep. I weigh 69.5 kg which means 68.7 allowing for the 800 grams in my breasts... in other words I have lost around 5 kilos in 3 1/2 weeks.

Back to work

Tuesday 28 september. I had slept like a log and got up at 06.15 feeling great ! Made up, and set off for Geneva at 07.45 in my car, sitting on my Dr. Suporn cushion and fervently hoping that an hour and a quarter of driving wouldn't cause me too much soreness. On arrival at 09.00 I felt really light headed and kind of staggered out of the car, unaware that Janna was watching from above. In the lift the pretty girl from another office on the 6th floor said she had thought I'd left for good and proposed we meet some time for lunch ! As I got out of the lift Janna presented me with a rose which was so sweet of her ! I just dissolved into tears. Everyone was very welcoming and I cried again ! I sat down and wrote a memo to my 2 bosses to explain why there was a mattress on my office floor, about my non-negotiable need for dilation and also that I might need to lie down for a few minutes during the day if I felt too weak. They weren't very pleased but the only way I could organise myself was to dilate during lunchtimes. At 12.00 I disappeared into my office and dilated, lying there all alone in considerable pain for 2 hours. I had arranged things really well and was able to do everything in my office, sitting on a dustbin to wash with betadine. That was a distinct relief. My colleagues were very sweet and afforded me all the privacy I needed. A couple of them asked to see my tits so I bared them and there was general approval ! I managed to get through that first day but was so incredibly weak. At 18.00 I left the office, stopped to buy some supplies at the supermarket and got home at 20.30. I made a hasty meal then did my evening dilation which lasted until 23.30 (painful), took a shower and went to bed at midnight. Gasp... and tomorrow I have to get up again at 06.30. This was to be my life for the next 6 months at which point I was able to dispense with the lunchtime dilation, although that didn't actually make any difference to my lack of any free time or level of exhaustion. I was in a highly precarious position job wise and any sort of sick leave was totally out of the question. I therefore did what I had to do and dreamed of those lucky contemporaries who were able to spend those early weeks or months dilating and resting in the comfort of their homes. It all worked out in the end and I was even able to do 8 heavy weeks of foreign business travel from november to january. Ever since my transition at the beginning of january 2004 I have been on cloud 9, apart from a couple of days of slight depression immediately after my operation. It's utterly wonderful to be a girl and I have never felt to happy ! I miss Chonburi, the clinic, Thailand and its wonderful people but was able to stay in close touch with my friends by going on the Dr. Suporn Club website and discussing dilation problems and all other matters pertaining to our sex change. It really helps to know that others are going through exactly the same thing as I and we can share experiences. And I even managed to see Nathaly again on my future travels !

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